again at it once more….. : playing

Bought option to carried away with the net BS BJ a while in the past and instructed myself I used to be accomplished for good as a result of I’ve dangerous self management. This was one of many dumbest compulsive issues I had accomplished in my whole life TBH. Properly betting a bitcoin on a single hand of BJ pondering it was a MBTC was most likely the dumbest factor I’ve accomplished, however it wasn’t a compulsive uncontrollable binge like my most up-to-date stint.

Properly, with NBA playoffs I ‘relapsed’ and am again at it. I’ve turned good revenue 7 days in a row and have been enjoying some nice poker, so I’m fairly content material that I’m amassing huge time and making up for the huge loss that my crypto portfolio took the final month, however now I simply reallly actually reallllllllllllllly must avoid on-line BJ particularly when i’m drained n spun b/c it sends me off right into a blackhole the place disbelief over the end result of arms makes me go tougher and maintain attempting for some purpose Places me right into a bizarre disassociated mania. Im positive somebody can relate? Anyway Idk why im even posting this, I simply kinda needed to vent and brag on the similar time. and inform myself once more NO FREAKIN ONLINE BJ LMAO

Good luck to all

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